How much more attention-seeking can you get?! Recovery is not about writing a script for tomorrow.
You’ve told us you have the following mental health issues: Bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, suicidal ideation, DID (multiple personality disorder), depression, anxiety, and more. You pretty much over-dramatize EVERYTHING.
Get off Social Media and focus on your recovery and being a mother. You’re coming up mighty short on both.