I sincerely hope you will heal with God speed after your surgery.
I do not understand how you would make the decision to go home the same day of surgery after having your appendix removed. Did you have to sign-out AMA?
It was exquisitely evident that making a live video in your current condition was not helpful to your healing process. In fact, you very likely contributed to causing yourself increased physical pain by doing so. This behavior will only increase your need for pain medication.
What I also observed was a hefty amount of attention-seeking dramatics.
Chanda, you really are so unwell. I wonder if you will ever find good judgement to make decisions that will set you on a solid path of genuine recovery.
From a Nurse